Renata Bernal

Abstractions in oil, acrylic, lithograph, and other media

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It will not go away!

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Today I am German with a vengeance.
If you get in my way I'll stomp on you!
My heavy boots will crush you.

You have hurt me.
All those of my generation
once victims, then sometime friends.
No more !
Wallowing in your own,
admittedly great sorrow,
you have taken it upon yourself
to deny me any pride in my heritage.

Now I am Shylock crying:
"if you cut me, do I not bleed?"
What makes you think that I,
born into a world of stress,
upheaval and destruction
owe a pound of my precious flesh to you.

Pointing an accusing finger
will not reverse history.
It will not lessen your sorrow.

But boots are not my every day attire
and everyone bears burdens.
So once again,
I will take up this heavy load:
the guilt of a disgraced nation!
and like Sisyphus
I will push this great and well-worn rock
Up that steep slope called: life.

 

 

Small Victories

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When I was young I wished to change the world. 
But now I'm old and know but all too well:
"by limiting myself alone, may I excel !"
Slowly, with grace I hope, have I unfurled
the tangles of my life: through which I hurled
so swiftly.  Hurting, laughing I propel
my thoughts, so lively still, as now I tell
my heart to swell.  Small victories have whirled
 
me towards happiness.  Like Tumbleweed
I float through my remaining days, before
death calls me to his side.  I hide my face
and try my best, to be my best.  With speed,
I hide myself. " Don't tempt the gods ", the door
to vanity is vast.  Let me depart with grace.

 

 

Abu Ghraib

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A girl too young to be a prison guard
her features sweet, her face so full of glee
she leans against a corpse: iniquity!
"A photo op, no more" -- how very smart,

she will impress her friends with ghoulish art.
Those naked men bereft of dignity
and she with fingers spelling victory.
How clever to be playing such a part.

I'm cold. This strange lack of humanity
so frightening, because when all is said
she is still part of me: an evil child
unable to relate. What vanity
were I to judge -- to separate, instead
of feeling sorrow: "she is part of me."

 

Response to Cai Guo-Qiang (Three Poems)

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Cai Guo-Qiang

He works with energy -- I so admire --
on paper higher than a wall and broad.
An emptiness so vast that I am awed,
but he with glee arranges bricks and wire.

With gunpowder he draws.This  does require
great lengths of string with powder stuffed, pulled taut
then delicately sprinkled.  Finely wrought
the image, his desire, is ready now for fire.
 
He lights the fuse, the moment sought has come:
the flames race briskly 'cross the wide expanse.
It crackles, smokes, explodes.  I am struck dumb
with sheer delight.  He acts.  I'm in a trance.
Detritus with all speed is moved aside
The work is hung, admired far and wide.

 

Rent Collection Courtyard, Beijing and New York City

"Behold this monument to cruelty and pain,
a pain eradicated now through people's rule!"
This message meant to outlast time is but a tool
nudging a nation's memory for present gain.
 
Those statues, reinvented, stand here to explain
that, wrought in clay which cracks and crumbles, they can't fool
us into thinking misery is gone-- nor school
our feelings so.  Patiently waiting we disdain
 
such comfort, as we see these statues turn to dust.
The only lasting elements are space and time,
another constant being energy, as shown
in art by Cai with flame.  But entropy here must
be seen as the pervasive force.  It reigns sublime
as solid seeming statues fade, become unknown.

99 Hurling wolves, an installation created for the Berlin Guggenheim

Hemmed by convention or by written law
we tend to seek our freedom as we speed
towards obstructions, which, not seen, may lead
to violent death. Too late now to withdraw.
 
The damage done, the wolves insanely claw
that wall so clear, so rigid.  None will heed
a comrade's death and hastily recede. 
Onward with matted fur and bloodied maw,
 
velocity will bring extinction soon.           
But now the wall is down.  This chapter’s closed.        
A people reunited felt restored.                                    
But many problems were by change imposed            
gone was that postwar economic boon;
yet happiness had, for a moment, soared.